:):(

Sometimes we have to lose
The things that inhibit us
The things that beats us down
We have to lose our egos
Our sense of indestructibility
Our peace of mind
And even ourselves
In order to love
When loving it brings us
To many sweet places
Makes us understand
Love transforms happiness
Into something more tangible
Some say its better to have loved then lost
Than never having loved at all
But when it comes to love
Losing isn't always a bad thing
And gaining isn't always a good thing
 "janjan"

NGNL

no glove no love? 

heroism of martyrdom

‎"It is hard to go through the reality of life with glazed eyes" janjan

But it is tiring: trying to sound sad because metaphors for loneliness are more attractive in poetry. It gets in the nerves sometimes: you know, the very idea of heroism and martyrdom.  Sometimes, it is too sickening to give so much of oneself to people when really .

Fadism

Perhaps I have been so attracted to the passion of tragedy that I have embraced the prophecy of screwing up everything that was good. Perhaps it had something to do with my affinity for the broken. Perhaps, it was because pain was the fad. " janjan"

i never do it right. i will always remain as part of his “other” world, never to be mixed with his cool crowd.

 i never do it right. i will always remain as part of his “other” world, never to be mixed with his cool crowd.