Scheme

But your apologies sound genuine,
Even though your love is,
But still I am confused;
Will I want you when I wake? Yes.


But,
If I'm honest with you, truly serious,
Even I don't know what's wrong with me,
It's not so easy to tell you this.

Forgive its tangled scheme...

I thought there was some truth in your lies,
And longing in your eyes,
But it turns out i was wrong.
You can be alone with your secrets,
And drown in all your regrets,
Because you were just pretending all along,
Make me wrong..Yes i am wrong.


Trying not to fall,
or give up at all.
Just about to lose everything,
then I found a ring.
Promise it held,
a turtle in ints shell.
Time to take things soft and slow,
like a kiss after hell.


I'm sorry if I can only wish,
and not dream.
I'm sorry if love is not how
it seems.
I'm sorry if I can't tell you
its gonna be alright.
I'm sorry that life
is always just a fight. 
But love always pravails.

Romeo is no Fool,

(c)jan

WSAWITTTBTSO

Words may fail you sometimes,
Sometimes they just aren't enough,
As you stare blankly down at the page,
Words may have escaped you and left you,
In a horrible mess you may just sit there with tears,
Tears of frustration,
Tears of anger,
Tears of an overwhelming world,
But just you remember this is but a temporary state,
Things will get better and the words will be found,
So I hope those pesky words come back to you soon,
But for now.shhhhh..

frustrations makes notes.

there are pains you haven’t seen. i write for the romances i could handle. for those i couldn’t, i settle with desperate means. like scouring their FB profiles like sentinels. you see, while an entire plethora run after me, i run after somebody . it isn’t really all glam right here ,just like what ive said ..

if the heart breaks once more,
i’m gonna go home and see
if i can break it some more.
 there should be some happy place
for a supposedly clever kid

"in this world of prejudices, i am basic arithmetic. i am a transparent surface that does not ask too much for thoughts"

"But now I'm here, I don't wish to leave"

Trapped in time
A mirage of hope and change
A swirling mass, no mercy now
If the truth hurts prepare for pain.

It cannot be random. It can never be that the universe fcuked things up and had you erroneously aligned with my stars. I demand reason as I have reasoned out on everything I have been responsible for.
Because I, once thinker, had been caught off-guard by your reality.
But Still Hearts Shall pravail.. And How Love makes me smile
I love u still kristine marie antonio
(c)jan